Growing up we
face a lot of things, and we can take most of them
One thing that
hits you the hardest and your nowhere near prepared for is falling in love
Love hits you so
hard you lose your breath and no matter how thick the walls around your heart
are they will come crumbling down for love
When he walks by
and smiles you melt and feel the butterflies in your stomach
They feel like there are 300 pounds each
When he looks
away and you stare at him and wonder why you love him so much
When he talks to
you and inside your jumping up and down with excitement, but on the outside you
try to act cool
At the end you
tell him how you feel and he doesn’t feel the same
You feel your
heart burst inside your chest
You hide your
pain; you’re supposed to be tough, a stupid guy is not supposed to hurt you
You try to
pretend like it doesn’t even affect you, and your mask is great, no one knows
your dying inside
You bottle it all
up until graduation night, it’s supposed to be the happiest day besides your
wedding but all you can think about is he
You realize your
never going to see him again; you isolate yourself to a space just for you
That’s when you
feel it coming
You feel it all
coming back, the scab on your broken heart ripping off
You feel the
tears trying to rush out, but you fight it
Your supposed to
be stronger than this, how can a stupid guy affect you like this?
Your emotions
overtake you like you never thought they could
You can’t hide
your pain anymore
Your alone and
you cant fight it anymore, don’t want to fight it anymore
You heart breaks
and it bleeds…
It bleeds
unrequited love
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